You Wont Let Me Free

Before my eyes, 2 steps away from the prize, i hesitated. The imaginary bond resurfaced. So i question myself is it worth every effort, every movement i had made? They said it takes thousand of years to build an empire but a day is more than enough to destroy it.

No matter how appealing you can be, no matter how delicious you are to my soul, no matter how challenging you put me into, i will always destroy you because i have so many thing to lose. A simple desire that cost me everything that i had. Its rich! An obnoxious feeling but im fine. I've just lost my mind.

Tomorrow i will face you again. And i hope i wont do anything stupid that will make me regret in the near future. Will i be free? Free is another myth.